It seems that no matter what I pray for or about. It seems never to come out the way I desire or plan. I seem to be caught in this endless cycle of hardship and financial issues. Some of them are of my making, but I feel it is something I am missing. I don't know wish way to turn but to God. I can not rely on anyone anymore. They all have their own issues or preconsived jugements that I just can not deal with. I know that God's word has the answer I seek. So, the only advice I am taking from now on is his.
